lol this few days are really... very tiring... and can say fustrating la... results quite bad, my scout teacher wanted to see my mum... my mum scolding me and threatening me... thank God for the Holy Spirit... lol... He helped me control my feelings... today went for pst phil's conference... sad that i missed the 1st one... lol... actually due to the problems and stuff... i was very sad la... and really plead God to show that He really loved me... today during the praise and worship... my hand moved by itself to my chest to feel my heart beat, and a voice whispered "This proves that I love you"... ya... so true... He died so we could live... He loves everyone... Praise the Lord =) pray that the next few days will be great... anyway will still be busy... thurs POS and 3rd conference... fri x-country... sat tennis morning and night... lol... sigh... tired!!!